Greg, in my previous comments, I provided a number of Ellen White statements, but in reading your site further, especially “An Appeal to Seventh-day Adventists,” I see that you all do not have a lot of confidence in Ellen White. You discourage confidence in her writings so readily, that I honestly wonder if you believe in her calling.
I don’t know you personally, Greg, nor you me --- we just met here online within the last two days, but may I say humbly that these put-downs of Mrs. White at this site are a red flag for me. With all due respect, it tells me that you are on the wrong track. Ellen White was a fallible human being with frailties and human failings common to us all, but called of the Lord and was wonderfully true to that divine calling. In my humble opinion, you should be working with her, not at cross-purposes.
I’d like to tell you why when it comes to Ellen White, as I’ve often said to others, what I feel heart-and-soul is GRATITUDE.
I had a somewhat dark childhood at times. At the age of ten years, my mother showed me a book of the Testimonies. I began reading and those precious books made a deep impression on my young mind. I resolved to go all the way with God. I began seeking places daily, even hourly, where I could commune privately with the Most High. During my freshman year at a Seventh-day Adventist boarding academy, I would make myself get up at 4 or 5 a.m. to pray to the Lord, or would head out to an alfalfa field close by, or up to the citrus grove to commune with Him. Those were the happiest days of my life! My face beamed with joy and happiness. At the noon break, I often walked over to the cornfield to pray and after school I would often seek a spot out among the oak trees behind the school where I could talk out loud to the Lord. There was an old, dilapidated two-room church a mile from the school on a dirt road where Ellen White had actually spoke. The pews were still there in the mouse-infested building. I’d go there and sit, imagining that day when Ellen White addressed the congregation from the pulpit still there. I can not tell you the joys I experienced. Often I’d leave there and walk out in nature close by just singing my heart out as the sun was setting.
My fellow students knew that I was having a wonderful closeness with the Lord. One day the school principal came to the freshman class and asked the students to write down who they wanted to be the various class officers. Later I was told that every freshman wrote down my name for “class minister.”
In later years, I was beguiled with earthly pleasures and backslid. But I never forgot and the Lord kept working on me, convicting me, letting me have no real peace. And I began retracing my steps back to the Lord. It was very hard at times, but I would let nothing stop me. As I see the doubt and darkness enveloping the church today, how thankful I am for those early years of consecration and communion with God!
When Walter Rea’s plagiarism charges came out, my faith never wavered for a moment! As I wrote to Pastor William Fagal about ten years a go when he was working at the Ellen White estate, “Even if I knew that Ellen White had copied out every word in the Conflict of the Ages series, I would not doubt because I would know that only one with a gift of divine enlightenment, guidance and favor could have compiled books so abundant in wisdom and blessing!” He responded, “Johnny, I believe you have hit the nail on the head.”
A few years back I went through the writings of Ellen White and wrote down everything I could find that she said about the importance and supremacy of the Scriptures and that compilation is worth more than gold to me now! It opened my eyes. Later I found myself trapped on 10 acres that had a well for an entire year, and every attempt to escape that circumstance proved futile, so I read my Bible through carefully, cover to cover, three times within the year. I fell in love with that Holy Book as never before. I’d find myself weeping many a time at the love of God flowing through His Word and would sometimes literally kiss it reverently.
Others can put Ellen White down to their heart’s content, but I honestly know better. Ellen White said that she was told she was to be a lesser light to point to the Greater Light, the Word of God, and that is EXACTLY, EXACTLY what her influence and inspired writings did for me! I tremble for those, even in my own family, who besmirch her and cast aspersions on her. They will find out they were fighting against God as verily as Aaron and Miriam did when they questioned Moses’ calling.
I see all those non-Adventist web sites heaping scorn on Ellen White and her calling, taking her words out of context, or uncovering something they perceive as a glaring fault, trying to make her look as crazy as they can. Most of the time I ignore them, not willing to give that which is holy to dogs, but here and there, once in a great while, I will tell them:
“While you and many other sites try to discredit Ellen White in every way you can, what she predicted on the basis of Bible prophecy is gradually, step by step, coming to pass on a grand scale in front of the entire world!”
All this talk of Ellen White being infallible, she never made any such claim. She was a humble woman with a close connection with the Most High God of heaven and earth and her burden ever was to exalt the Word of the living God! Away with this Ellen White bashing! The Pontiff of Rome will be at the White House within a few days. The very end is upon us. Let us humble our proud hearts and fall of the Rock and be broken. I know this is surely what I personally need and am seeking.
Lastly, I’d like to give these two Ellen White statements. If there were no other evidences, these, in my humble opinion, prove that her calling was absolutely genuine and true:
Lay Sister White right to one side: lay her to one side. Don’t you never quote my words again as long as you live, until you can obey the Bible. When you take the Bible and make that your food, and your meat, and your drink, and make that the elements of your character, when you can do that you will know better how to receive some counsel from God. But here is the Word, the precious Word, exalted before you today. And don’t you give a rap any more what “Sister White said"-- “Sister White said this,” and “Sister White said that,” and “Sister White said the other thing.” But say, “Thus saith the Lord God of Israel,” and then you do just what the Lord God of Israel does, and what He says.
--- The Spalding & Magan Collection, page 167.
When you make the Bible your food, your meat, and your drink, when you make its principles the elements of your character, you will know better how to receive counsel from God. I exalt the precious Word before you today. Do not repeat what I have said, saying, “Sister White said this,” and “Sister White said that.” Find out what the Lord God of Israel says, and then do what He commands.
--- Manuscript 43, 1901.