Aaron, no reason to repeat what the other members on this forum said, my prayers are added to theirs.
But since the subject is suffering, I wonder if the following message from Together For the Gospel Conference 2010 will be an encouragement for you. It’s a video containing a double message, first the pastor Matt Chandler which speaks about faith and God’s sovereignty while suffering from a severe form of brain cancer, and next CJ Mahaney with a message about the gospel and suffering. At the end all speakers put their hands on Matt and Piper prays a wonderful prayer for Matt which I think it’s a model in dealing with God when suffering.
The link to the video file is here.
In his speech CJ Mahaney recommends an article about Matt entitled Suffering Well: Pastor’s faith tested by cancer. May God bring encouragement to you through these messages.
God bless you,
Gabriel
